single...

hmmm felt quite sad just then.. changed her status to single.. dunno y maybe its just the letting go part.. i kinda thought these things will happen.. guess we're not strong enough.. well, i guess she wun check this blog.. at least not for a long time.. maybe she will read it when she misses us or maybe me =) maybe she'll leave a comment or 2.. well she's having a good time in China now i guess.. maybe its too expensive to msg..

maybe im just an "also to" to her now rather than an "especially to" in her facebook notes... felt kinda down..yea i noe its a bit gay n sensitive.. well these things do matter i guess.. im off to newcastle.. hope i can get a hold of myself.. frenz really did a good job cheering me up.. company me playing majong the whole nite.. its already 7am.. well, hope to see u again my love.. hope to see her comments when she gets back.. or maybe it wun happen at all..

miss ya, DON

another mistake...

haih.. y can;t i just tell her the truth... wat the fuck is wrong with me... y m i afraid??there is nothing goin on.. maybe i jus dun wanna see her hurt.. but i jus can;t control myself from telling her the truth... i never learn... i still hide.. i jus dun wanna dosclose things which will cause one person being upset.. i hate the feeling.. maybe this is jus who i am.. maybe its time to change as this is negative thing.. a very negative personality.. sigh... my mistake.. im sorry i caused u pain.. im sorry if i made this gap wider n wider... still uncertain of what the future holds... super a lot of dots. this is a bad habit. shit.

im missing home again. tat cny feeling. but no point of going back. there is still no chance of looking at the pretty face i wanna to see so much. oh well, hope u will enjoy ur trip. im sure its gonna turn out really well.

went to club tonite. almost got in a fight. sigh. there is 4 guys n 6 girls. the other 3 was practically useless. i was the oni one protecting 6 girls. wat bunch of losers.oni spectate while i was being pushed. they kept touching the girls. i jus shoved one of them n yelled fuck off. british can be such assholes sometimes. i can break their jaw anytime. i heard their lousy in fighting. their jus big. their practically useless bunch of idiots. assholes assholes. end up leaving the club with that anger. jus can't release. release it here then.

enjoy ur holidays =)

currently listening to bryan adams - to love somebody. nice song hehe

There's a light
A certain kind of light
That never shone on me
I want my life to be
To Lived with you, To lived with you
There's a way
Everybody say’s
To do each and every little thing
But what does it bring
If I ain't got you, I ain't got you

CHORUS:
Baby, You don't know what it's like
Baby, you don't know what it's like
To love somebody, to love somebody
The way I love you


In my Mind
I see your face again
I know my frame of mind
You ain't got to be so blind
I'm blind, so very blind
I'm a man
Can't you see what I am
I live and breathe for you
But what good does it do
If I ain't got you If I ain't got you Baby



CHORUS:
You don't know what it's like
Baby you don't know what it's like
To love somebody to love somebody
The way I love you

Oh yeh
You don't know what it’s like
Baby, you don't know what it’s like
To love somebody, to love somebody, to love somebody
You don't know,
To love somebody the way I love you. You don’t know
To Love
To love somebody to love somebody you don’t know

To love somebody to love somebody
The way I love you.

angry grr grrrrr

wat's on my mind...

Michael Buble - Always on my mind

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Im listening to this song over n over again.. its so addictive.. maybe it reflects what i really feel for now.. i dunno..

well..

lol so long didn't update. duno when we got the chance to use this blogg again.. hehehe nuthing to do jus stoning.. wonder are there anymore readers?? i dun feel like studying. its because its the last paper.. arghhh hahahaha... omg omg... hmmm think we shud keep this blog.. dun u think?? =)